Lonesomeness stresses you out. Socialization brings you an unfamiliar feeling. This way of life is getting far more complex as the well-knowledge people figures out and produce their varied information to the public for understanding. But upon better understanding, it gets more complicated. What we do with our lives are considered the way we live it. How we deal with it, how we act upon it, how we force ourselves to dwell for survival through it, and common things more serves as a reason why we are living in loops and not in other types of shapes. "What goes around comes around." True...in fact the quote "small world"---where people meets people whom they've met ages ago once again unexpectedly, is very familiar to almost everyone. The "world" is small compared to some other planets. But for a living creature as small as us and others, it is huge, humongous. Though it's getting smaller as the Earth's population increases in speeding amounts each day. Anyway, the world is an oblate spheroid, an ellipsoid so to speak. It is where the part of "what goes around comes around" comes in. If you think about it, everything revolves. Scientifically, the earth revolves around and around by it's own axis, revolves around the sun by it's own orbit, and so as other planets in our solar system. Then our galaxy, the milky way also revolves counter-clockwise slowly through time. It might also be that Einstein's black hole is true, leaving our entire universe in an endless circumnavigation.
Now through the loops of our lives, it is the same. Why is it called loops anyway? It is because everything comes and goes...comes again...and goes again...Until it is driven away by time itself. If you treasure what you have right now heartily...It may go. But don't you loose hope by then...it will surely pass you by ones again. And once it passes you by once again...Don't let it just pass you by. Hold on to it, never ever let it go...
Because scientifically, every spins can be stopped by a great force of gravity. Circular paths often deviates...everything does...and so as what each of us carries along. Our lives, our loves, and our destinies. Let yourself be that great force of gravity. So that you may deviate for wellness, that path your future holds.

Why does it seems like the end of the world to most of us when the most important person in your life turns you down? Why do we feel such an inconceivable pain inside our hearts that yells for it to stop? Why do we still love them out of what they've done? Why do we push ourselves too far when it comes to them? Just why!? It's sad, it hurts, it causes our pain, it wastes our time and effort, it brings tears into our eyes, and sometimes..it'll lead some people to loose conscience, emotion, hopes, and dreams. The only thing we know is that we love them, and that's about the answer to all those doubts. But why did we end up loving them? Out of all the billions of people in our entire planet, why them? Then we reply, "Because I'm meant to do so". But do you even know why you're meant to do so? The fact is...we all don't know. Many tried to figure it out, and none of them ever got out with the most convincing answer to satisfy our thoughts. This interesting pathway we're experiencing in life, called the state of being "in-love" makes up the best of us. To meet that special person fills our heart with pure joy and gladness. When we set our goals into this, that proves that we can live by what we say. Living by what you say makes you more sensitive to other people's feelings and emotions, and also to what they have to say...remember "when you need to share, you need to listen". Saying everything you feel makes it different though. Even though we can say whatever we pleased to, most people refers to as "I have my own mouth", we should also be aware of what others would feel if we say such a certain thing. Especially if it's disdain to others and not very pleasing to hear for other people. Now back with to our main plot, to be in-love is a persons stage in life where he/she finds himself/herself wanting the feeling more than anything and finding in every possible aspects. When we found that, we slow down, we became more vulnerable to the beating of our hearts, we gave importance to a certain being just like we gave to ourselves. And that only shows one thing, our appreciation to the beauty life had provided for us. Now even the most out of touched person in this world could never say that he/she never felt that pleasant sensation before. The brain carries all the information our body produce, whatever it is...we always comes to the part where we find this...we discovers love everytime. In each moment, none of us would have enjoyed life if there is no such feeling as LOVE.

Say why do we wonder? The unknown, the past, the future, how this and that works, and mostly everything else we can see and can imagine about. Not a time goes by that we never had been curious about something. Have you noticed that? Curiousness is human nature. No other living body could vanquish that. It's very amazing how the mind posses that ability which makes us more aware of not just ourselves, but so as others. Through our journey, we think and decides what's best for us. Just like everyone else, we need to find happiness and prosper along with it or as they say, our peace of mind. This curiosity helps us develop our thinking, though it's analogy we create our own ideas and understand more of what we call the "real world". By this ability that the human mind directs, we can make our inner personality out to the open through the help of our confidence. Our knowledge grew out of curiosity, our emotions and feelings for other people are so as well. We should be proud to be given this wonderful talent, yes it's a talent, and you have that in you. Be curious...wonder...it'll do lots of good things for you including how you'll handle life.

I've known a lot of people getting tired of moving on. How come? The only right one to explain is themselves. Now, why do we say we wanna give up? (but can't even do it anyway) Is it because we are afraid of what to come? Or are just scared that something might go wrong? Come on, think about it..and think deep! This fearsome journey is bound somewhere...no matter how we put it, no matter how we deal with it, no matter how fast and easy we took care of it, or even how hard we struggled through it, we'll get to an ease. Yup, we'll get there. Another thing that you should bare in mind is that we are not given a task that we can't accomplish. We can do whatever our hearts desires...it won't fail you, unless you fail yourself.

If you've done something wrong and had only been given two choices in life, would you rather be executed to death or be prosecuted in jail for a lifetime? This is a common debate topic so I want to get over it. There was once a story I've read during my sophomore years in highschool. This includes a man who is a lawyer and another guy who is a businessman. When they were having a party on a businessman's house, the panel of people came to a topic that made the whole house pay a really close attention. Be reminded that this people are all high-class professionals. Now, they started arguing about what's vital to law and at the same time vital to human rights. They say that if a fugitive does a crime and driven to the verdict of law, what should be a more humane thing to do? To be killed due to what he had done, or to be sent in jail for a lifetime. All of them made a point, but they didn't came up to agree with eachother. The businessman made a bet to prove what is more humane between the two choices and said that he would dearly give a huge sum of his money to someone who'd love to do the challenge. A young lawyer agreed to take the test. The challege was for the lawyer to stay locked up for ten years in the businessman's small shelter in the backyard, it has a small window as small as a shoebox that made a way for the keeper to give him his daily ration of food and books that he had requested, the little window was also the only way he could see the world outside. He could still play the piano if he wants to, and a single bed, a desk with a chair together with a lampshade was also provided. Years go by and the lawyer had extended his knowledge to the most extreme just by reading tons of books, they could also often hear him sing and play the piano. It seems that he actually enjoys his prosecution that he even request wine during most of his dinners. Now about five years had passed, his mind is very well superb, like a genius of all geniuses. But they don't hear him sing songs now, and the piano would remain untouched for months before he would play with it again. Still, the delivery of books continued at the used pace. Until the given time for him to be free was near to end. The businessman feared that he would loose his money so he decided to go inside the shelter four hours before the lawyer wakes-up and kill him himself. So the businessman went inside, he saw the lawyer pailer than ever. His appearance don't seems to show his age. His almost fifteen years older that what he should look like, the features for his supposed chronological age just doesn't show. The business man noticed a paper folded above the desk with his name on it. He then read it before deciding to kill the lawyer. As he read it, the letter shows how the lawyer's hatred upon the whole world, he despise it more than anything. He said that people are stupid and they don't know what they are doing, they are bastards, bind and selfish. They are so selfish that they always end-up hurting and destroying themselves. It also states that life is not amazing after all, it just makes us greive, like it's just playing with us. We are so blind-folded that we hadn't notice that we are living and fighting for survival but never thinking that everything would be worthless afterwards, everyone is destined to die and be forgotten. Life is a waist of time. People are arrogant, ignorant, and the most cruelsome animal among any other living creature, we are ruthless and brutal. That's what the lawyer had left, a reckless use of expression but somehow states the truth. The business man wondered and looked on the lawyer's pale face, he was discouraged to kill him knowing the things that had troubled him all this time plus to that fact that the lawyer said on the letter that he is not interested on the businessman's money, he wont take any from him. He'll rather be glad to be gone out of sight before the said time for him to be free and merrily step away from the greedy world of people. Therefore leaving an understanding that he'll kill himself. He businessman pitty the lawyer, but he had no choice, this was the lawyer's decission. So before the alotted time for the lawyer's freedom, he was nowhere to be found. Later on it was found that he had stanggled himself to death. For him to be gone is better than to fight for what he considered a waste of time. It's just like how we feel when we totally despise something, it's better to leave it to that and don't bother no more...that's what we are and what more can we say? Now for you, if you were put into a situation just like this one...what would you do after being away from everything else and learning that all you've done in the past and at this present time is worth not a single bit of a thing? Would you still move on? Or would you just put it to rest just like what the lawyer did? For me..it might not be a good idea for someone but i'll still move on...who care's if it's all crap and nonsense? After all, would you feel a single emotion---anger, love, agitation, or anything else if you don't have life? I believe you won't...this is the only opportunity for everyone to experience the trill that no other much more blessed could ever have. This was bestowed upon us, if you gave up along your journey, that just means you gave up because you're scared to go on, you don't want to be hurt and that is cowardice. You must fight and fighting proves your existence. We are all special and a masterpiece indeed.

Ever wonder why people always ask themselves? Yup..just like the way you do sometimes. Does this dual-personality trait really exist among us? I'd say I believe it does. Everyone of us change modes and sometimes we act like we don't even know ourselves. Could this be a trick of the brain? Nobody's really sure. Maybe a shock could trigger a certain behavioral effect. We often confront ourselves and come up with a wonderful solution. Then after that wonder why you've never taught of it at first. Certain type of behavior makes us go nuts sometimes. Especially when you're very well concentrated on a certain matter. It just burst out like nothing could control it. But can we actually control it? Would self discipline work? Now try to remember that even the most brilliant mind posses a weird action that can never be very well explained. Along this road, we were meant not to travel all alone. It is also a saying that "No man is an island". Now if we stick to that, is this other personality inside us a fellow that guides us, talks to us, and listens to what we wanted to say? Is this another brain that decides what we should take? Or it's just our deep desires whispering to us what we should do? But why are we arguing with it then? Perhaps the only way to figure out is to live every single day and accept it as a part of you.

I feel like writing this blog since everyone I know so far are addicted to their own blogs.. well, I would also like to know if I'll be somehow addicted to it too. Say...life? It's supreme...We all should love to live it. I'm under the quote "life is for living". Seems like the qoute stands for letting everything out, like you just don't care about anything as long as you live your life. But on a more careful view..you'll say that this quote actually means that life is precious, so live it because it's the greatest chance ever given to you to appreciate beauty...the beauty of everything around you. Aren't you happy to be given a chance to see, feel, and touch anything your heart desires to? Sure you are...Live your life to the fullest. It's the most extreme adventure you'll ever have.