All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they where often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naive. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: That I am nobody but myself. -Ralph Ellison, from Invisible Man

Friday, September 09, 2005


Why does it seems like the end of the world to most of us when the most important person in your life turns you down? Why do we feel such an inconceivable pain inside our hearts that yells for it to stop? Why do we still love them out of what they've done? Why do we push ourselves too far when it comes to them? Just why!? It's sad, it hurts, it causes our pain, it wastes our time and effort, it brings tears into our eyes, and sometimes..it'll lead some people to loose conscience, emotion, hopes, and dreams. The only thing we know is that we love them, and that's about the answer to all those doubts. But why did we end up loving them? Out of all the billions of people in our entire planet, why them? Then we reply, "Because I'm meant to do so". But do you even know why you're meant to do so? The fact is...we all don't know. Many tried to figure it out, and none of them ever got out with the most convincing answer to satisfy our thoughts. This interesting pathway we're experiencing in life, called the state of being "in-love" makes up the best of us. To meet that special person fills our heart with pure joy and gladness. When we set our goals into this, that proves that we can live by what we say. Living by what you say makes you more sensitive to other people's feelings and emotions, and also to what they have to say...remember "when you need to share, you need to listen". Saying everything you feel makes it different though. Even though we can say whatever we pleased to, most people refers to as "I have my own mouth", we should also be aware of what others would feel if we say such a certain thing. Especially if it's disdain to others and not very pleasing to hear for other people. Now back with to our main plot, to be in-love is a persons stage in life where he/she finds himself/herself wanting the feeling more than anything and finding in every possible aspects. When we found that, we slow down, we became more vulnerable to the beating of our hearts, we gave importance to a certain being just like we gave to ourselves. And that only shows one thing, our appreciation to the beauty life had provided for us. Now even the most out of touched person in this world could never say that he/she never felt that pleasant sensation before. The brain carries all the information our body produce, whatever it is...we always comes to the part where we find this...we discovers love everytime. In each moment, none of us would have enjoyed life if there is no such feeling as LOVE.